It is my fair guess that everybody has a point when they feel that they should be doing things in another way. Every once in a while... maybe people normally get the feeling at a certain age, so we as society put a name to it and we consider it normal... or at least common.
How should you feel if you get those life-changing, deeply-introspective moments more often ? are you a nut-house candidate ? bah... in a normal day I would say that it is just a matter of a few cigarettes and a good shot of any kind.
But age tends to fuck everything up, doesn't it ?? Now there is no movie that cheers me up, music sounds flat and powerless, basically is back to look for something that can bring the passion back into everyday business,,,
Now I know why Al Bundy was so caught up on the past... It's so sad...
Don't get me wrong, I am not stating that everything is pointless and that we should go out and start killing people, it is just that in some periods we are so concentrated in a narrow spectrum of activities that we loose the general and forget about exploring and doing something that can make you smile more often.
We all need that, I need that.
